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Terror of death and fear of life

 

«The hour of departure has arrived, and we go our separate ways, I to die, and you to live. Which of these two is better only God knows. » Socrates

Life, for many of us, is a priceless one. But have we ever wondered what we are coming up against, what conditions we will find, and in which country and period of history we “happened” to be born?

We should start with an assumption. Nothing in the universe has become accidental. I don’t know if it was the Big Bang, God Almighty, or if it all came about by “Divine intervention” but what I am certain of, as a faith, is that God certainly does not play dice.

The Ancient Greeks said that Sleep (Hypnos) & Death are brothers. And in a sense, we can say that maybe they were right. I don’t know how many of you have had surgery, but when you’re sedated you don’t understand anything. Some people have seen a tunnel light but come back experiencing a near-death experience.

We all believe that people are equal. The right thing is that all people should be equal. But everywhere there is inequality. In coming to life, in duration and quality of life… even in death.

I believe that ultimately in the Universe there is determinism. Let’s see how we can explain the explosion of boy births in the 1920s. The boys of that era were born to take part in the greatest slaughter in the history of mankind. World War II. Carl Jung had called it “synchronicity”. I’ll give you two or three stories.

 

Franz von Stuck painted a painting in 1889. It depicts the German pagan god Wotan leading a cortege of the dead. The coincidence is that it was painted the year Hitler was born, leading some to believe that the painting foretold Hitler’s evil deeds to come. It is said that, in later years, it was one of Hitler’s favorite paintings. The figure of Wotan in this dark piece of art looks very much indeed like Hitler himself. It is a prophecy, as according to legend Wotan was a god of war who would awaken and lead a procession of the dead across the land. Psychologist Carl Jung even linked Wotan to Hitler in 1936, saying that Wotan “awoke and dwelt not only in Hitler but in the German people as a whole.” It could all be a coincidence, but it’s still creepy.

 

We all weep, are sad, and are in pain when a friend or relative dies. On the other hand, the arrival of a person in our lives fills us with joy. But is it possible that our perspective is wrong?

When a child comes into life, he doesn’t know what to expect in the future. Whether it will be happy, whether it will have something to eat. Whether they’ll be abused or exploited. Whether he can fight misfortune and whether he will be the “captain of his destiny”.

Scientists say that our childhood is the basis for our lives. So a thorough study of the AS/MO axis is needed to see what childhoods were like and how they play a role in character formation. However, the SU/KR & MO/KR axes will also indicate our relationship with our parents and power. The first form of power we encounter(KRONOS) is through a partnership called family (AS/CU) and this situation creates a chain reaction (*MO/SA) & the “instincts” that follow us from our family. Within this “chain” it is mandatory to point out the AR/AS axis which indicates reputation as environment and family then we have a complete profile of the base that the child recruits for the rest of his/her life.

On the other hand, Heraclitus said that character is the destiny of each person. If we add to all this Solon’s quote “Call no man happy until he is dead” we understand that sometimes our death is a consequence of how we grew up.

Let’s see what happens on a map. I stress we are not going to study the obvious i.e. AS, MC but things that will put us into deeper analysis. Let’s go and see a particularly iconic figure. We move on to the analysis of Malcolm X.

IMPORTANT NOTE: There are many points involved in each of the axes involved and it is impossible to analyze them in one article because it will be particularly long and difficult to read.

The AS/MO axis (subconscious reactions – the blue line on the map) equals SA, UR & AP. Only from this analysis, the following conclusion-prediction can be drawn:

AS/MO=SA: Separations from women and problems through them.

AS/MO=UR: A relationship where there is a strong element of suddenness and impulse. Spontaneous relationship. An accident of a woman presents an aggravation. Many adventurous experiences.

AS/MO=AP: Much contact with women. Clients are usually women. Many people in one location, in one place. Contacts with the public through commerce and science. Writing, speaking and opinion is the important asset for social recognition.

Summary-interpretation: The axis we saw (AS/MO) indicating the subconscious reactions and childhood indicated problems with women but also that writing and speaking would be his “talent” to stand out!!!

                                                          SU/KR AXIS

The SU/KR axis is equal to VULCANUS & AR/HA and this gives us the interpretation:

SU/KR=VU: A person exercising the power of the state. One who experiences and suffers from the power of the state. A state -is an agency with immense power.

AR/HA=VU: Ugly acts. Serious misdemeanors and felonies.

AD/PO=VU: Strong and lasting influence of education. Influencing the way lifestyle or impact upon others. A particular way of life.

 

Summary-interpretation: His father’s attitude towards life (*he himself was an activist for African-American rights) influenced him a lot and pushed him to become better in the written and spoken word for African-American rights.

                                            MO/KR axis

We also look at the MO/KR axis to see about the role of the mother:

MO/KR=ME: Independent thought. Orders. Documents officially from the State. Authoritarian.

MO/KR=ZE: The director – the supervisor who acts creatively. A woman who leads creatively.

HA/AP=ME: Discussions, opinions, and thoughts about epidemics, scarcity, and poverty. On the secrets of chatterboxes. Discussions or scientific thoughts about the past, antiquity, and historical science.

HA/AP=ZE: Mass misery and great destruction caused by hatred and a desire for war and revenge. Mass destruction. Creative activity in historical sciences.

UR/VU=ME: Actions dictated by great haste. Tasks that require a great speed. The person who works quickly is another who is forced and forced to make a quick decision. News that creates sudden excitement. Something that needs to be decided quickly.

UR/VU=ZE: The completion of a purpose. Major actions are directed toward a point. Great reserves of strength and energy.

Summary-interpretation: His mother is incarcerated in a mental institution and he is ordered by the state to go into foster care. They certainly had a negative effect on his psyche.

                                              AS/CU axis

We pass to see the axis of the AS/CU family

AS/CU=HA: Mourning in the family. A poor marriage. A poor family environment. Unhealthy positions. A frightening environment.

AS/CU=NE: A broken engagement. The breaking of family ties. Divorce. Disappointing parents. A breakup, separation of parents’ home. Lack of basic subsistence. Dissolution within the parental family. Disappointment of parents.

PL/PO=HA: An emotional or mental failure.

PL/PO=NE: The slow beginning of a particular mental transformation or development. Fantasy creations

MO/VU=NE: Subtle sense, smell, and great sensitivity. Gas poisoning. Controlling mischief. Checking out some lurking. I stand out because of… incompetence. The prominent – useless.

MO/VU-HA: heinous, vile acts. The great abhorrence and repulsion. Big events – poverty-disaster and people being killed. Lack of composure and morality of public representatives. Objections to an agreement.

Summary-interpretation: Unfortunately, the family broke up and it shows that his upbringing in foster care did not work out beneficially.

We go over to see the reputation he “inherited” from his family:

                                 AR/AS axis

AR/AS=VU: Contact with people who do manual labor or who work in machine shops – operate machinery, etc. Industrial areas.

AR/HA=VU: Ugly acts. Serious misdemeanors and felonies.

AR/NE=VU: Disappointment.

AR/AD=VU: The accumulation and compression of problems. Society or the crowd is under strong pressure.

Summary-interpretation: Apparently his family’s reputation followed him and he basically wanted to continue it. (*apparently with greater success)

Let’s go to death as well. Here we put the sensitive point AR/SO=AD.

At this point we have to equal:

MC/AD: Immovable, attached, and unwavering in its positions. Death. Stability. One’s obsession. The person who is hard and unyielding. Self-made. Specialized work. The farmer. The geologist, the speleologist. The time to stop or start something. The start of a company. Hard heart. Powerfulness. Doing something with “cold blood”.

MA/AD: The axis of specialization, terror, and repression. The Occupation. The dismemberment and debris. Terror. Working alone. Suppressed anger. Repressed sexuality. Loneliness. Immobility. Self-employment. Farm work. Terrorism. Saboteur. Abortion. Cold Blood

MC/AD=MO: A person devoid of feelings. Immovable. Zero acceptance and zero attraction to women.

MA/AD=MC: Restriction of freedom. Restriction on the ability to move.

MA/AD=MO: Persons who feel depressed and who expect the worst. The terrified public or terrified women. A woman in a terminal state.

Summary-interpretation: it seems in the clearest way that he “knew” what his end would be. And knowing that he has followed the “hand of his ancestors” he would have a similar end (*end by saboteur-terrorists). Let us not forget that he was murdered by his own followers).

The course of our life also indicates its end.

End (part I)

 

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